Let me discuss our renewed desires from meditation. A desire is like a wish...its equivalent to the ot concept of a blessing. So a blessing is pronounced over the righteous.  Gods view point a blessing is a word of deliverance. Our lives are blessed because we wait for Gods new word of deliverance. Because we not only have been completely delivered from this world but still experience a sense of distance from totally resting in being delivered still wrestling with fear, anxiety, and sorrow. So we are always being pulled away from our last conversion. We heard that word that we had been longing for and experienced that peace but then it did not seal us to live in it consistently. We call this experience as our longings not being fulfilled on this earth. We long to long again.

 We long to find God as our all in all.. So we go through a kind of child birth. We long through meditation on the Psalms to be delivered like those contractions. We are looking for the new morning. That morning starts the new day. We long for the new morning to hear God speak His love to us. So the day begins with longing for something that is new. Its longing for the next morning. And it can be a longing that is not fulfilled in the next morning but in a future morning. The longing is fulfilled when God speaks His peace or His word of deliverance.
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 We must distinguish between growing in knowledge and a personal experience of walking in our salvation. Its like walking down a path. Our success is measure by how much we focus on the goal. Our ability to over come is strengthening our focus on what He has said. The more we wish for what God has said the more we are gonna experience a kind of beatific experience. Our longing is like the labor pains and we conceive the answer. We hear God speak peace to our souls. . The birthing is our victory in a battle. We experience a conversion that strengthens our faith..Our longing leads to the fulfillment of God speaking peace. We begin to long again and go through greater resistance.