We forget what is behind, by being in Christ and sharing by His Spirit those promises and life giving infusions of His attributable qualities that come from eternity through His sovereign power. Now we live in the unexplainable, being conscious of our inability to keep ourselves from feeling the sting of our weaknesses. This is grace gifted to us in spite of our rebelliousness toward imagining that it comes to us through this world of working. How can we not be shaken  since the eternal paradigm is so opposite to this life of naturalism and failure, and yet knowing the tendency to trust in those things we can see, but always being drawn to something that we cannot hold onto without His empowering us? And this is what defines our struggle. It is that we want to be given over to our imagined ability to avoid this super naturalistic impossibility without dependence.