Stranger

Life is not always easy to deal with. There are ways to ease the reality. Ive heard that we need to go out and do some voluntary work. Try to connect so that we wont sense this being alone. Because when we feel alone then we are withdrawn in some way. The truth is there are times in our lives where we go through a struggle to connect. Even if we have a lot of friends and we talk about these things it doesnt make us less susceptible to having pain in being alone.

There are different times that we have no experience with. There are times when the circumstances are favorable to being encouraged in a way that is more profound and more consistently a part of our daily lives. I mean there are propensities in different times throughout a persons life... or it could be a problem in whole generations ... or it could be the confluence of things in the world all at one time that we must face. At some point we find that we feel distant from everything. And its hard for us to think that there are a lot of people who are suffering in silence. Because we do not see them and even if we were to put all of our confidence in confiding in people we still would not move pass the loneliness.

 This is why the world is something that we perceive when we experience life. So that it is simply a distraction to look at loneliness as missing something when we list the circumstances and communities in this life. There are many communications of powers and influences that we cannot understand. There are times that we cannot understand what we are feeling. We are sort of caught off guard and we only hear things that enforce our feelings of loneliness. Sometimes life is an endurance and we are not fulfilled with this connective communication.

What is strange is when we get older we forget that we lived a long time ... and there is a relationship that we have in looking back as to the communication in our minds with our general feeling of strangeness. We struggle with our physical pain and we sense that we are fighting a losing battle. Now this is what we are normally in our personal space. I think that it doesnt change as drastic as we perceive it to be. This is why we have a hard time putting things into perspective. Because there are a lot of hidden connections to our general moodiness. And yet we are dealing with a sense of loneliness that is real.

If we are searching for the first time about this strange experience then our perspective is going to be more painful i think. Because God is omni present and He is omnipotent. So our perspective is buttressed by our ability to persevere in our feelings of disconnection. We must conclude that God is communicating in a direct way in all of our experiences. Because God teaches us that things good come directly from His hand. This is a relationship of gaining a strength by our prayers and longings in our survival of our stranger experience to find hope a little bit at a time. Because our Father communicates to us in a way that the strength that is renewed comes from the deepest recesses of our souls with the secondary circumstantial answers.

 We are looking for the word of encouragement by longing out of a sense of lost ness and loneliness. Because we are not looking for things in themselves. But we are looking for the answer as something that is unique and is more direct in the struggle. This is why we develop a sense of knowing that we are desperate and its ok with the remembrance that He will answer us with the rite wisdom at the rite time. But He is concerned that we find comfort as a  way of life in telling Him about how we feel and what our circumstances are that bother us. Because we cannot long for God in a proper way unless we begin to pour out our hearts to Him. When we struggle with disconnection we must determine to focus on God and our struggle in praying to Him. .....2010