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6719  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Predestination on: January 30, 2008, 03:24:04 PM
absolute surrender

That is my trouble. I want to, but I don't.
I need to, but I won't.

I know that there is a great fish out there somewhere just waiting for me to be thrown overboard to shallow me up.

I don't want to have to go thru that, and I know how to avoid it.
Absolute surrender.
What am I waiting for?
More pain?
I need to do it right now.

Why do I give ground to Satan?
Hell's half acre,
In the middle of God's pasture.
So he gets ingress/egress all over what should belong to God.
And he tromps on all the crops.
And I,
I gave him permission.
I didn't surrender absolutely.

But I want to.
But I haven't yet.

 Perfectionism is not biblical. At least in this life. If you were honest then you would always have that something. And you would not be able to surrender absolutely. "What i want to do, i do not do. "  So we are caught in longing to be made whole but never quite achieving absolute wholeness.

 You need to wait on God, and not trust in man. Not one of us has a life where there are not things that need to be changed. But change is only brought on in Gods way, with Gods means, and in Gods time. Thats why waiting on God is a longing grace. God alone will bring us to be more like Christ, and the Spirit alone will be the agent.

 The problem is not that we know what to do and dont do it, but that we are always thinking that we can do the christian life apart from the power of God. The part that is most important is the doctrines. And the absolute surrenderer was only one man, Christ. So when we go to the word of God, we long to be delivered from sin, a problem, or a bad relationship, so that we wait on God to bring us to maturity. We do not trust in mans philosophies, or trust in man as a process designer, but we only can really trust in the absolute truths of Gods word, and these things are layed out in the confessions. Unless the word of God is the only means to live a life of Godliness then its just drinking to someone else's koolade.


 Heres why i do not trust this process thinking. All the questioning at the beginning was kind of leading, as if you are playing outside the historical playing field of truth. You do not disagree out rite with Calvin, but your questioning becomes an endless spiritual filibuster. As if this is a means to get to the truth.
 So you got to make a choice here. Are you going to talk about process or are you going to learn something? I dont mean to talk down, but this reminds me of children. If they do not like a subject, instead of coming out and stating what they believe, they have endless questions that waste time.
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6720  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Predestination on: January 30, 2008, 12:20:17 AM
 If you could offer a level of sincerity or resistance to God then your "allowing" God to be in control. And so then your whole theology is " I am not really saying that " but you are saying that! If God is not free to pre odain whatever comes to pass, then He has a sliding scale. So that if you are surrendering then your level of surrender is that which God judges. And if you are anxious, then your need to surrender increases Gods need to get you to surrender by some force whether negative or positive. But if God has given not only salvation, but He has made you able to be saved, then whatever you give Him is of no worthy process consequentially in the world of responsible believing. So that whatever you mean to say about yourself and about God is how you view His absolute rite to do as He pleases. We mean exactly what we say. But your system is that you believe in absolute surrender even tho your ability in process to be sincere counts for something. 
6722  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: January 29, 2008, 03:51:06 PM
 Yes, and i think we can be quite reactive to the circumstances and present conditions of our disposition. And then we are always imagining things that are not as they happened in the past to the extent that it effected us. And having a matured awareness of life itself with all of the standards of behavior as we look with the elder attention to detail, we have a tendency to become over focused in this general focus of our disposition.

So, there is a need to leave the mindset we use to look at the details, gaining new knowledge of His word, so that we will be challenged to change these present desires to be more balanced in the discerning.

  One of the problems with growing old is the lack of present desire of a spiritual kind. Because of the changes physically, there is a tendency to feel more burdened out of frustration not being able to be as passionate about a particular situation. And then the other extreme is to lose hope of any change.

 The Christian faith is holistic. And the christian man must feel the effects of these different paradigms whether they are from a spiritual motive or from a physically pleasure motive. And we are able to be more feeling in being matured in the faith. We begin to know how we feel about things and we can have a much deeper motive in the desire. And this is what a mature christian grows to have. As we get older and we experience more of the eternal verities , we may have a withdrawal of these feelings , but this may be an imagined maturity. We should have a better grasp on the proper spiritual motives.

 At some point theres got to be an accumulative effect on the sabbath experiences. So that the motives are drawn away from the natural ways of the city of man. And this reality that is transformed in us, is more real than all of the communication of words. So that we are more aware of what is transpiring around us in the communication of words. This holistic paradigm of maturing in our control over our own desires, and feeling a sense of the other world, is brought on by being in a heightened state of worship. And when we are drawn higher in experience we are enlarged in our understanding of these spiritual things. So that we are renewed to a better understanding of ourselves and these different societies of men. So does meditation expand our view of the nature of feeling as to those things that are important, and the regular enjoyments. So we learn to put to death these little traps of thinking and feeling with the back drop of this renewed heightened experience.
6727  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: January 26, 2008, 03:32:37 PM
Yes , we have the standard, but we also live in grace. And if we grow frustrated over not meeting the standards of the commands and laws, then we only show that we are in great need. And so, we always want to do good we just cant accomplish doing it according to His righteous standard. And if we grow frustrated, in our growing distant we show that we do not understand what was accomplished for us, which is a sin of not fully coming to trust in Christ complete work. I would rather mourn a thousand yrs, than get caught up in that semi pelagian paradigm. So we long to be rid of this body of death, not only because we have sin, but because we struggle with not wanting to come to Him and lay every thing out before Him. We on the one hand want to feel able to over come sin in our own power, and then living with a guilty disposition. But we should always leave His presence in prayer, with a deeper longing to experience forgiveness, and a sense of Him speaking peace to us in the matter at hand.

 But even this paradigm can be self generated. Understanding His forgiveness is understanding Who He is by considering His attributes, as He is God. When we think about Him in His omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience, then we will experience a forgiveness that was not from our doing anything. But it was His pleasure in Christ to pardon all of our sins at the cross , for His glory. We look to God who has all power to speak everything that transpires in our lives. Even when we face the greatest temptations, He still is the same, yesterday today and forever. He does not treat us as our sins deserve. And He wants to be praised that for His unfailing love, His faithfulness, and His forgiveness. We should go from longing to be forgiven, to being overcome with joy, by His Spirit, who causes us to rejoice in Him with joy unspeakable and full of Glory.
 We have access to a High Priest who was touched with our infirmities, yet He did not sin. So that He knows our deepest longings, and He cares about everything that we go through. He stoops to our level, so that He can speak to us through His word, and in the present circumstances, giving us a confidence that is not normal. God who cause all things to work for His glory will shine into our hearts the light of the eternal glory of Jesus Christ , so that we will be filled with such longings for heaven, that we will have no desire to have this earth as our home.

 We should never grow weary of meditating on His goodness and faithfulness. At some point we will have our hearts enlarged by His grace. And then we will experience the fountain of the Holy Spirit flowing out of us. And when we have that grace, we begin to pant after God, the living God. We must get to the point where we have such longings for the living God, that we do not feel in need. We can experience a sense of peace that surpasses all understanding. So that we have an experience of eternity, knowing that God is near. All the holy angels are there praising God. His power is like dynamite. We get grace so that we can overcome our present circumstances. We need nothing else to get us out of the mire. We only need Him. If we do not have Him then we will grow anxious, and weary of living. If we experience His distance, then we would be mourning until He begins to enlarge our hearts, and our desires begin to overflow. We cant keep from speaking to Him, because we feel so overcome.
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6728  Forums / Break Room / Re: Love Poetry on: January 26, 2008, 08:58:01 AM
Sweet memories of my wife



Loathing around in time with unfulfilled desires
Lost from the world of breath taking sweet calmness

Her looks of innocence long remembered
Make my despairs a happy endurance

Lost in her eyes , a spell to endure
Sweet longings console this love sick heart
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6729  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: January 24, 2008, 09:42:46 PM
If we focus on our believing and our resting then we will be most miserable. Any time we focus on ourselves we should feel inadequate and totally depraved. And in believing we have a sense that He is doing these things in us , to make us like Christ. So that when we look at Christ we feel our own weight of sin and we know that everything around us is centered on His glory. The problem is that we struggle so much with sin and temptation, which takes some of the power away from the single mindedness and the pleasure of knowing Him.


   But God who sees everything brings about these voices of our own thoughts,  our circumstances, for  intense struggles in our hearts to make us more aware of Him being ever present as in the very movement of the second hand of the clock.

 

I really liked the first paragraph, Mbg (the highlighted part especially speaks volumes). It seems that every act of attempted obedience (though the wish and intent may be good) either proceeds from, or leads to, the flesh. (And a lot of times, both!).

The second paragraph was good too, however, did you actually mean to say that "God uses our own thoughts, circumstances and the intense struggles in our hearts to make us aware of His prescence and how much we need Him?" Just wanted to clarify, as the way you had put it made it sound a little like you were saying He was the author of all of these (particularly the thoughts). I really like allusion of the "movements of the second hand of a clock," however.

 The proof that God exist is that we have a thought or idea of God.

 If the events in scripture are foretold , then the moral actions that bring about those events and the actions in the events are decreed as well.
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6730  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Freedom Of The Will Jonathan Edwards on: January 24, 2008, 09:31:47 PM
And besides, the actions that are done in a state of Indifference, or that arise immediately out of such a state, cannot be virtuous, because, by the supposition, they are not determined by any preceding choice. For if there be preceding choice, then choice intervenes between the act and the state of Indifference; which is contrary to the supposition of the act arising immediately out of Indifference. But those acts which are not determined by preceding choice, cannot be virtuous or vicious, by Arminian principles, because they are not determined by the Will. So that neither one way, nor the other, can any actions be virtuous or vicious, according to those principles. If the action be determined by a preceding act of choice, it cannot be virtuous; because the action is not done in a state of Indifference, nor does immediately arise from such a state; and so is not done in a state of Liberty, If the action be not determined by a preceding act of choice, then it cannot be virtuous; because then the Will is not self-determined in it. So that it is made certain, that neither Virtue nor Vice can ever find any place in the universe!

Moreover, that it is necessary to a virtuous action that it be performed in a state of Indifference, under a notion of that being a state of liberty, is contrary to common sense; as it is a dictate of common sense, that indifference itself, in many cases, is vicious, and so to a high degree. As if when I see my neighbour or near friend, and one who has in the highest degree merited of me, in extreme distress, and ready to perish, I find an Indifference in my heart with respect to any thing proposed to be done, which I can easily do, for his relief. So if it should be proposed to me to blaspheme God, or kill my father, or do numberless other things, which might be mentioned; the being indifferent, for a moment, would be highly vicious and vile.

And it may be further observed, that to suppose this Liberty of Indifference is essential to Virtue and vice, destroys the great difference of degrees of the guilt of different crimes, and takes away the heinousness of the most flagitious, horrid iniquities; such as adultery, bestiality, murder, perjury, blasphemy, &c. For, according to these principles, there is no harm at all in having the mind in a stale of perfect Indifference with respect to these crimes; nay, it is absolutely necessary in order to any Virtue in avoiding them, or Vice in doing them. But for the mind to be in a state of Indifference with respect to them, is to be next door to doing them: it is then infinitely near to choosing, and so committing the fact: for equilibrium is the next step to a degree of preponderation; and one, even the least degree of preponderation (all things considered) is choice. And not only so, but for the Will to be in a state of perfect equilibrium with respect to such crimes, is for the mind to be in such a state, as to be full as likely to choose them as to refuse them, to do them as to omit them. And if our minds must be in such a state, wherein it is as near to choosing as refusing, and wherein it must of necessity, according to the nature of things, be as likely to commit them, as to refrain from them; where is the exceeding heinousness of choosing and committing them? If there be no harm in often being in such a state, where in the probability of doing and forbearing are exactly equal, there being an equilibrium, and no more tendency to one than the other; then, according to the nature and laws of such a contingence, it may be expected, as an inevitable consequence of such a disposition of things, that we should choose them as often as reject them: that it should generally so fall out is necessary, as equality in the effect is the natural consequence of the equal tendency of the cause, or of the antecedent state of things from which the effect arises. Why then should we be so exceedingly to blame, if it does so fall out?
6734  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: January 24, 2008, 06:57:41 PM
If we focus on our believing and our resting then we will be most miserable. Any time we focus on ourselves we should feel inadequate and totally depraved. And in believing we have a sense that He is doing these things in us , to make us like Christ. So that when we look at Christ we feel our own weight of sin and we know that everything around us is centered on His glory. The problem is that we struggle so much with sin and temptation, which takes some of the power away from the single mindedness and the pleasure of knowing Him.

  Everything that we experience in our bodies, and outside of us in those relationships and those trials are directly from His loving hand. There is no such thing as our percentage and His percentage. But there is an absoluteness in knowing that He is in control so that our resting will always be available in the worse inward experience. "He opens His hand and every creature is fed". "Call upon Me in the day of trouble and I will deliver you and you will honor me." So that He is creating honor in us by making us fully aware that He is in an ongoing process of saving us. Thats why we are always calling upon Him.

 When we feel burdened by temptation and sin in His presence, we sense a weight keeping us anxious and wavering. If we never felt this way then we could not feel like we need Him, and so we would not know His voice in this way. And the only absolute truth is that He is working in us to will and to do. Because all other determinations made by men about what is going on inside of us, is their limited definition and falls short of meeting Gods view of us in the process of healing. No man has ever read one heart, the motives, the reasons, as to these paradigms of the meta physical, so that in order for us to be made whole we must have such a communication from the object of our faith that we are convinced that He is determined all of these things for our good and for His glory. All other philosophical speculations will lead to accusations, hurt , and control in a certain equilibrium effect in a philosophical resignation with supernaturalism in horizontal relationships . But God who sees everything brings about these voices of our own thoughts,  our circumstances, for  intense struggles in our hearts to make us more aware of Him being ever present as in the very movement of the second hand of the clock.

 We must have this world view so that we can convince others. But we do not struggle against flesh and blood, so our convincing is preparatory only. Because only God can change the heart, we just give the message. But then, if we are convinced to love it, then its more than just giving the message. But it is going into the struggle in prayer as a reflection of the intense struggle with our own sin that we will experience these struggles and identify with other men, the society of unbelievers, and the world of religious philosophers. Even tho there is a general level of security in all of these other world views that are opposed to the Christian world view, yet men are never neutral about any detail of thought. There is always love and hate in a single minded way.
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6735  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: January 23, 2008, 10:20:58 PM
 Was listening to II Samuel today on cd, which is one of my favorite portions of scripture. It seems that every time David was confronted with a really big problem or ,even in the case of his murder and adultery, well, nothing stopped him from worshiping. Even to the point where he look foolish to others. Since he had a heart after God, then he was always drawn away to an intense worship.

 Usually in other ot narratives there is a story and then the moral example whether good or bad, (taking idols). But in the narrative of David, the bigger the sin the greater was his devotion in worship. He displayed such great faith in Gods loving kindness so that it was more than just a religious exercise in sacrificing. But it was with all of his strength. Being the Psalmist, there was much crying out to God in distress, pleading the promises, and in victory, shouting for joy, dancing and times of intense illumination of Gods love to his heart. This is what made him live above all of the terrible circumstances as a result of his great sin.

 The intense prayer and worship is what God wants more than the sacrifice.   

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