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5877  Forums / Main Forum / Re: Disappointed... on: November 18, 2008, 04:05:19 PM
I was thinking of this-----See I was very disappointed in me---For getting hurt--For Getting sick----Prior to that---For getting divorced---Prior still not making The NHL....Now I am mad at me because the Ex took the best opportunity to up and run....Now I barely see my kidos..

There is good self anger and useless self anger-and I can only speak for me------

Injury, sickness--Useless anger-

Not making The NHL today its useless----But in the Mid 80's it was useful anger--

Divorced----Many would say useless But I believe at the time it would have been good anger-----I was a terrible Priest inside my own home-----I made A lousy choice even tho I believed I loved this girl-----With the age and wisdom---Wholly Cow so many red flags that I ignored that would have foreseen what ensued-----

 She uprooting my Family now----Hell I can't get mad at me----The stars aligned for her and she is the opportunist...So she took full advantage........


I think anger, disappointment, frustration, all play a key role in the lives of men..

It almost stinks----I wish I was me today----but could go back even 30 years with my wisdom.....To Bad It does not work like that......

 I got some wisdom from some good judgement--I got some good judgement from experience----I received my experience from my bad judgement----


I will grossly broad brush---But I really believe this is close to truth----There are 2 types of persons---1 will be overly judgemental on themselves---The other totally the other direction......A self critique would never enter their mind..

I am sorry---I really wanted to write something but I am pulling an Ali------Remember him holding the Olympic torch?- that is me right now.....I am so MAD at myself/// Wink---Kidding but I am having trems tremors so I must hit

 Pete you need to keep writing bro. That was awesome. Yes but think of it this way, the reason you believe so strongly was because of this way of life. The apostle says that everything he went through prepared him for being a believer. The difference was in the past when someone made what seemed to be a bad choice they just got up and continued on forgetting what was behind. The reason being that they were called from eternity and it was much higher than dwelling in the past. I know you are not under that guilt. Well, i always am amazed at how the past is not what it really was as i think in the present, and so it really doesnt have as much effect on me i think it does in the present. Our memories are not really good. I practice forgetting all of the bad stuff in the past, but i am reminded in the present how awful i am at thinking i am better than i am. But then its like our children. We as fathers do not remember our childrens sins and we would give them whatever they needed even if they were the worse sinners. God is more interested in being a Father to us, by sending His Son who understands that we are but dust. And thank God that we are in the house so to speak, we are made to be more self confident than we should because we know His love more  than we fear His frown. Just like our children taking things for granted.
Great stuff , bro.
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5878  Forums / Main Forum / Re: Disappointed... on: November 18, 2008, 02:57:41 PM
Thank God that He has given us the example of the perfect Man, who acted according to the reality of what He thought and felt. And this is why He went to the cross, because He wanted to please His Father because what He did on the cross was the display of the Man who acting according to His holy nature and not according to what other men thought or said. So that doing His Fathers will was the most free expression of Love that could ever be seen among sinners. This is why we are free when we have this nature. This is why the worse reason for doing anything is because someone else told you do do it. Because you are always going to end up acting according to a weak principle of philosophy rather than from a freedom that Christ displayed on that cross. And because we live in a day were we are taught to just listen to someones counsel and do what a person says we are being subjected to the worse bondage. Please, i know these moments and i am sure you have had them too. Someone says to you, why did you go that direction and not the other one, and then we say , because someone told me to do it. Oh now.... just stop it , please .... i mean what i say , stop it!

Ok now , uh, get off my back world, get off my back you Pharisee! Look, I get the message, but i want to let you in on a little secret, I do not believe you know what you are talking about. And even if i did everything wrong, i mean i messed up my whole life, then i would rather have the freedom to choose according to what i really desire that to choose to please you. Now do you get it? And on what authority do i say it? On the Lord of the universes authority! Oh, why do we have such weak minded people? Would you follow Jim Jones to the temple of doom? Go ahead and create you own little world with all of your philosophical bantering in your little community of your teachers. Go ahead and move to an island. I will not accept your idol. You worship at the foot of men, so that you need to ask men what to do in order for you to feel healthy enough to move forward. God is not impressed. You will end up with living your life by the principle of bondage! Thank God that He delivered us from ourselves and we can choose freely!

I really thought and felt that one myself. Can i get a dissenting amen?
5881  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: November 17, 2008, 02:39:40 PM
Roms 5-8 are the passages that develops in us a desire to overcome sin without adding to grace. After everything settles down if we have experienced a very traumatic event in our lives and experienced community in some fashion then we can get the help we need in focusing on this portion of scripture for the deeper work on our hearts that will have an effect to give us peace in the midst of experiencing temptation. Now Paul is not just giving us an explanation about the identity we have in Christ, but he is explaining to us how we can understand the power we have over sin, how we face the temptation to make the work of the law more than it is, and how we are brought to a central focus so that we are not tempted to add to the grace that is delivered to us in Christ. Rather than giving to us an instruction in order to overcome sin, or to attack sin by this intense struggle, he is defining for us a goal that has already been finished in Christ. He is forming our minds to the task of seeing that in the christian thought life we are already in the position a personal identity in Christ but is not yet completed. So that he not only gives us an understanding of grace but by removing all of the other human tendencies to trust in some other view of grace , then we are made to live as if we know grace in its effects as we understanding who Christ is and what He has done. In limiting the power of the law then he in effect is saying that unless we ingrain these passages as an answer to our struggle with sin, then we may entertain ideas that are of no avail to us in over coming sin.
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5882  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: November 17, 2008, 12:34:45 PM
We need to understand the nature of the danger of being in that position where we are believing something that is not orthodox, and we are teaching others through this spirit of treachery. Now it is one thing to be subject to human weakness as if we were under the illusion that we are not susceptible to the ugliest self righteousness because of some position we hold to. But the truth is, that we may be receiving discipline because we are not in the right disposition to be of help. So now this is a problem with the orthodox and the unorthodox. But it is foolish to think that teaching someone a paradigm that is not orthodox does not carry with it a trap that we find ourselves caught in. It may be that we are so given to pride that we are made to act the fool by resisting good sound teaching even tho we may be more moral and wise than the orthodox. The position we hold in the end is that which we make to be a healthy environment.

This is why it is through orthodoxy that we all are made to be counselors. The Holy Spirit is the great Counselor. And since we are sanctified by His teaching us through the means of the illumination and understanding of a doctrine, then whatever meaning we believe will give meaning to our view of one another. The ways of God are imputed unto glory. The ways of God are declared to be a success from before the foundations of the world. All of our past sins are erased from our account in the work of Christ and we have a divine mandate to bring that paradigm of the calling of God unto salvation to find our hope in His voice through the revelation that He alone forgives and erases sin. We are not just to under gird, but we are to be like Philip, we are to be taught the ways of God through the Spirit so that we might convince others over the philosophical teaching of the day. We have an unction to be able to be more convincing than the best orators . We carry this secret life of God in our souls in which we are made to discern the truth as we are taught by the Holy Spirit though the word. As counselors we carry around the understanding in order so that we might deliver the message to those who are not understanding the voice of Christ our great Shepperd.
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5883  Forums / Main Forum / Re: SLOW TRAIN COMING - DYLAN on: November 17, 2008, 11:58:36 AM
I like this comparison to this unstoppable adversity. I mean a train usually is a force that has the weight of bringing a lot of destruction in whatever it comes in contact with. And even if you can see it coming there is nothing that you are able to do to stop it. I guess the train represents the way God deals with men who are not doing the things that are in line with His ways. The bible depicts this system of man as a tower of Babel. Man building his empire to oppress the poor and the fatherless by brute strength. But God is sorta like the train coming down the tracks and will bring destruction on the whole system of scheming of that kind of power. There is nothing to stop it.

 Even in the old testament this was the ways of God to warn the people by bringing in the prophets of doom. The people craved a positive message that had good ruling out over evil in the end. But the problem was that society had turned upside down and everyone was doing what was rite in his own eyes. Gods problem with men is that they end up wanting to rule with their own ways. And men create new laws , they make ways that exclude other men , and they take advantage of the helpless by all of this complicated imperialism. But God says that when men make such weighted oppression that God uses that oppression as a trap to entrap the oppressors. So that the weight of the train is actually the ways of men receiving their just deserts. God is sorta greasing the tracks. But in the end we want men to know they are just men. And God will not be mocked in this way. 
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5884  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: November 17, 2008, 10:28:26 AM
We all struggle with pride. If we are a friend that is counseling all of us find ourselves saying the same things that Jobs friends were saying. The point of God bringing about suffering in one individual should make every individual feel and believe that they are suffering as well. We are to mourn with those who mourn. That is the standard. This is why there is always something that is going on that is not always determined to just effect the sufferer. So i know we all feel as if one persons pride is uglier than another. But the reality is that we are all in the same boat so to speak whether we appear to be so or not. We are just a responsible to see to it that those who are suffering are upheld , or we are required to uphold them so that we might share in their suffering as they are to endure that suffering. God is working in community in order for us to be drawn together through suffering. And we may be suffering for sin, or because there is some other thing that God is doing . But the end of all suffering is to glorify God and to be an encouragement to those who are suffering. Now, this is the way of the community of sinners. This is the way of men who are trusting in themselves to find that relief in bringing the one who is down to the point where he is able to praise God in the assembly. We have failed in this because we are not condemning ourselves for the glory of God. So that God disciplines the sufferer and the ones who are the counselor. Our number one responsibility to one another is to appear before God on behalf of other members as if we were not going to be treacherous. And this is the way of the Shepperd who creates a safe environment for people who are all have an interest in a righteousness that is not their own.

Ok, our first question is that we have created this safe place. Now the reason is that we have a God who has determined to put us with other Christians for the sake of doing for us more than we could ask or think. The general conversation in a community of grace in which we are made to think in the motives and desires is a spiritual easiness so that we find relief in that unity as sinners. This is the place of refuge, that is God being our refuge brings about a practical protection. It is mostly that we suffer all alone when our understanding of the paradigm of the refuge God offers has the element of treachery. Every saint who dwells in the land of the righteous is the glorious ones. That is we are all to have a divine unction that causes us to have a mind to unity even tho we are not present with one another. This entails that we understand that the way we look at this unity is through the eyes of long suffering. Most of the time the ones who are quieted are the ones who are going to grow much faster than the ones who seem to have all of the wisdom. And we fail to live according to the pattern laid out in scripture, that is we fail to give God the glory that He deserves so that we live as if it all depended on us for the success of the community. But we are led down the road to suffering , death, pain, in order that we might be drawn together so that we might worship God as if we were the ones who were silenced and given grace in order to be able to be encouraged enough to find our joy in the community of Gods people. We are made to be spiritual cheerleaders for one another.
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5885  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: November 16, 2008, 01:20:52 PM
Some of the things that i differ from Owen about. I believe in word studies, but then there is a general tendency to use the scripture as defining the process by which we come to a doctrine as through a particular hermeneutic. I do believe that we are to be defensive mainly in our spiritual warfare. But there is a sense in which a particular hermeneutic can translate into a defensive posture that is not entirely correct in the working principle. Thats why i am more on the MLJ view here. We always are trying to find the meaning on the first principle by locating the doctrine as more important and getting it from a word study. Because there are scriptures that are defining doctrine than give us a clearer view of what the history of redemption in the world that form our understanding of Gods past dealings with man. And we are always taught by the Spirit who uses the scripture to inform us, that is the Spirit is giving us a knowledge that is discerning the spirit of a particular teaching, and the doctrine is the meaning that overlaps one teaching with another. So that we can have an understanding of a certain direction of a teacher by being given the ability to use the word as a sword rather than as a guideline for principles.

And there is a general level of weight that sin carries in its working that has the effect that can make a person find the meaning as different from the intent of other troubles from this world that come to us. I kinda shy away from this form of Puritanism. I think we can develop a sort of spiritual neurosis in having this level of a self inflicted mortification. I think that we need to see the direction of our minds being effected away from vilification and into a general lethargic dependence.

 But this is by far the most extensive study on sin that i have found. And even tho he does trade a kind of mystical speaking, in place of the usage of these other tactics in an offensive way yet it is going to change you.
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5886  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: November 16, 2008, 12:19:02 PM
I think the tail to follow is trying to relieve the pain through getting a clear conscience. Now i am not against having a sense of peace, that is being free from bondage to sin in an experiential way. I think we all need to have that kind of assurance. I think this is the normal struggle we have as believers when we are trying to understand what the doctrine of forgiveness is about. And no matter how we feel at a particular time in our lives whether we are having some real bad struggles with anxiety, or we are feeling smug with our healthy mental state, yet the truth is that forgiveness and the peace we have is an ongoing reality. We are to have an ongoing assurance that we are forgiven. The scripture says that this is where all of our problems with assurance are found. One of the books that have changed my view of my former practice of the difference between my trying to gain forgiveness by my confession as opposed to my waiting for forgiveness by Him speaking peace to me is John Owens Sin and Temptation.And as well to memorize the Psalms , i am a bit less mechanical, but this book is a must for someone who has really deep sorrows. We must acknowledge that we can find ourselves in a predicament where we are led to face ourselves by having to face this restlessness because of our past sins. But the answers to this predicament have their nexus as to getting out of this kind of discipline that is brought on by our former sins is to find all of our assurance in Christ. That is only found when we find that He is sufficient to forgive all of our past sins, and we are made aware that He has done this to us by experiencing a lack of anxiety because of what we did.

This is understanding forgiveness in a biblical fashion of dwelling in assurance the brings peace and comfort to our troubled souls. One of the problems we have is that we get side tracked into all of these side issues. We focus on the pain, and in feeling helpless and going through some terrible distress we do not always seek this kind of forgiveness. Owen says that there are more people who think they understand forgiveness in this world by when they come to a cross roads then they find that it was very shallow and deceptive in their thinking. I think in todays culture we are led to believe that forgiveness is something that God offers without any kind of pain staking search as to what the scripture means by assurance of this kind. When i talk about going through a conversion, i am thinking in terms of the process of spiritual transformation that involves this who paradigm of finding all of our comfort over our struggle with sin and forgiveness in Christ speaking His peace to us, or waiting on Him to give us an assurance that we are forgiven. This is what helps us get through that discipline over our past sins that comes to us for our rebellion.

Sometimes we must go through the wood shed in order to be convinced that the discipline we are going through was necessary for us to depart from our sins. And this is an extremely painful process. But how are we going to grow in Him and find that whatever comes out of our mouths, or the things we write determine whether we have been experiencing His peace that He speaks to us about our sin, if we are always talking about frames and people and list and programs. At some point we must acknowledge that we did not understand forgiveness , we did not understand what it meant to seek forgiveness, we did not understand what it meant to hope in his word until He would come and speak peace to our hearts. There was no real understanding of His assurance in this way so we did an incomplete searching and we find ourselves loving the same sins, falling in the same manner, and being under the same d illusions about ourselves. Because anyone who has had dealings with God will find in the end that His forgiveness had a power to effect a conversion in His own soul to depart from His sins and that He would conclude that God alone went the road for our redemption and He alone earned that forgiveness so that we are made to praise Him alone for bring forgiveness to us in our waiting on Him.

Psalms 130 [Commentary]

1. A Song of Ascents. Out of the depths I have cried to You, O LORD.

2. Lord, hear my voice!
Let Your ears be attentive
To the voice of my supplications.

3. If You, LORD, should mark iniquities,
O Lord, who could stand?

4. But there is forgiveness with You,
That You may be feared.

5. I wait for the LORD, my soul does wait,
And in His word do I hope.

6. My soul waits for the Lord
More than the watchmen for the morning;
Indeed, more than the watchmen for the morning.

7. O Israel, hope in the LORD;
For with the LORD there is lovingkindness,
And with Him is abundant redemption.

8. And He will redeem Israel
From all his iniquities.(The thing that jumps out at you is the question Does God have iniquities? NOT. I like that their iniquities were his personal concern, that being," his" being Israel could not redeem this in taking that redemption on themselves.)  This alone should stab the semi plagenist in the heart of his own righteousness.

I was a bit harsh, i do believe that there is these medical reliefs as well. And i do think that we need to be protected by having people around us who share in this view of forgiveness. But one of the things that Owen talks about in going through the wood shed of Gods discipline is to focus on who God is. There s no doubt as i have been saying that i have gone through this discipline. I do not want to be disciplined in His anger, or disciplined in a fashion of being discouraged so that i fall into a state of depression. I do not wish any kind of pain on any of my fellow believers. The world is full of people with this ongoing paradigm But there is a day of trouble coming for all of us. For if we are not disciplined that we are not His children. And His discipline involves the experiencing some level of terror. But again, the state of a man under the terror of the Lord involves an ongoing assurance of Gods forgiveness and grace. And the only people who would give us a false impression of having going through this spiritual experience as if we had physical leprosy are people who have never really understand grace, that is they are not standing in Christ righteousness. They are deceived about their own goodness. They do not understand the nature of Gods forgiveness. This is why it makes it doubly hard in this society to go through discipline being kicked around by religion. This is the cause of all false religion in this world. That is to find mortification of sin outside the authority and use of scripture. To try to find a level of comfort in something that offers grace plus something else. Or the use of means as not under the authority of scripture.

And we find the normal process in the evil days is that we will be confronted by Satan on all fronts. You know the old adage when trouble comes it comes in bunches. Well this is one of the frames of mind in which we must deal with when we are being disciplined by God for our past sins and that is that we must confront these other troubles too.Some of us are suffering so much because we have been led down a road where we have had friendships with people who are not going to be there when trouble comes. First because we are easily blinded by our pride, and we develop friendships with people who do not understand how to get through the troubles of this life, we find ourselves in the shoes of Job, adding one deli ma onto another. I would only say that what i have experience is that the road to suffering and pain is lonely. I think the psalmist would concur with my sentiments. But God is not far away that we should be so distressed that we cannot find our way. And He does come to the aid of those who are being severely disciplined.
If we focus on Gods sovereignty, that is there is nothing that we face that He has not determined for our good. Even tho the world, flesh and devil scream in our ears, that is the voices we hear to drag us down to depression, we still can find our relief in waiting for Him through His word like a watchmen waits for the morning. We are made to be under so much of the paradigm of learning in the process of implanting the word, in a paradigm of distress as if a watchman had the frustration of sleeplessness and confronting potential trouble in the nite that he would hate that experience of that job. Let alone being able to sleep when the sun comes up, yet having a general anxiety of boredom as well. Boredom is defined in scripture as a lack of ongoing peace that replaces the normal anxious spirit we grow to endure. We were never made to replace His peace with a the general kind of a thousand thoughts rolling around in our heads as the undercurrent of our anxious rest. But we are made to fall asleep as having experienced a rolling all of our troubles onto Him, pleading the promises, and having a passion for His nearness as if our bellies were full after a feast. That is the spiritual opposite of being bored by being in this world. But then we wait like a watchmen under these different kinds of weights from our groaning.
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5887  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: November 15, 2008, 02:56:56 PM
I do not want you to think that i am discarding everything you are saying. But my understanding of these things is based upon a knowledge of God and myself. So any kind of self reflection is from self understanding that is from knowledge. For me to know Christ then i can only know Him through my own mind and understanding from a divine knowledge. I mean, there is a cause that proceeds the effect of loving the object. Just like God creating Adam and Eve. He did not create Himself, but an image of Himself. So that in acknowledging the identity of these different corporal entities we are separating the divine from the image of the divine. This is what makes God other. Or this is the only cause of us being set apart for usage. We are not made little Christ , but we are made new in order to be changed into the image of Christ.

First because He cannot share His glory with anyone. We could never be divine. But since we have being and God is other, or eternal being, then our dependence is tied to our being different than God. And the only way that we can be made into the image of Christ is through the transforming of our own minds. Well, i you may need to esplain yourself, but my take on the tri cotomy paradigm is that the soul and the body are a personal reflection of our identity but the spirit is Christ undefined and yet in a completed union with us as if we are Christ. So that there is no difference in the nature of our identity in the spirit side of our identity.

When we are saved we retain all of our own faculties so that He makes us righteous by a foreign righteousness that is , a righteousness that is not our own, or has any intrinsic ability to make our faculties and our works acceptable to God. The declaration that we are righteous is a legal declaration. It is a once for all declaration unto eternity apart from anything we have in our sanctification. Thats why there is not a dichotomy in our doing and His working in us. Its not our soul and body getting in line with our perfect spirits, or having a perfect division between our responsibility and His responsibility. Cause what we are talking about here i think, if we apply the doctrine of the will is that we have on the one side the spirit that represents that perfect life, and we have on the other side the soul and the body and He wants us to submit our souls and bodies to Him in order for His perfect spirit to work it out. But my understanding of what the scripture says is that our will is determined by our mind choosing what is best. And that we are not two types of existence in one body. But we are all corrupted since we are subject to death.
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5888  Forums / Theology Forum / Re: Romans and the Flesh Monster. on: November 15, 2008, 02:15:22 AM
I understand what you are saying. I was more talking about the realm of assurance. I believe we can have absolute assurance that we are saved. But i do not believe this involves getting a ticket that gives us total ability to be without fear, guilt and hard hardheartedness. The reason i am having some inconsistencies in agreeing with you is over our disagreements of the doctrine of man. I mean, if i am correct you are saying that sin only resides in our bodies while our spirits are completely whole in Christ. I try to understand things that people believe before i see where they are led to believe something about their perception of relationships and the circumstances they find themselves in , before I get to sense there is total unity of purpose in a loving fellowship. The Spirit is koinania with us, or He comes along side of us. How can two have fellowship unless we agree? I am not saying that we must totally agree with one another about everything.

My understanding of these things is that within our spirits we have a mind, will, and emotion. These interact to create our view of ourselves and the world around us. If there was a tendency to love something other than Jesus it would involve our spirits as well as our bodies. I do not believe that the body is the source of the incorporeal reality in our minds. I know we are having a spat about how the intellect plays a part in having something that takes the place of our believing His personage in that reality of knowing Him. I think it involves a mis understanding of what i believe about how our spirits work according to the scripture. My understanding of these things is that unless we know something in a learned sense then we cannot love the object enough to choose to be loyal. The knowledge involves a taste, or having the component of new senses so that the knowledge is not just intellectual, but it is experiential. If there was any other way to produce the affection for an object, then just like the importance of knowledge, that is intellectual understanding, it is the same with language. The subject is acting to an object. The acting or the verb does not come before the subject. Nor does the object come before the verb. I mean in diagramming language. And i believe that this could be misrepresented as if having an experiential knowledge is by passing the subject and just focusing on the object. I mean language has everything to do with experience.

I think with this tri cotomy paradigm you are presenting then , there are some mis understanding of the way that i describe receiving knowledge and the way i am viewing the object. As well as the direction of all of life flows, or how we are consciously alive in that reality. Ok my mind is getting tired so i will probably not say all that i am thinking. I am digging as deep as i possibly can. I know you think its what is the problem. Anyway, there is a progression of the human experience that involves this interior inanimate world. It is the same ordered progression as the material world. Because the material world is made up of things that cannot be seen be the human eye, that is that an object has parts that have a source of power, holding together, and subsisting that involves the sustaining of all things. And so this involves Gods thinking first whatever is physically present. Ok later. Thats enough for me.

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